Thank you for everything. I can never bring myself to dislike you. You helped ignite the fire and love in my heart for God, and that’s the best gift I’ve received within the period I’ve been with you. You helped saved me from this world and opened my eyes to my faith and who God really is. You’ve brought me so many blessings; from friendships and bonds in CFC-Y, to even smiles on my face from whatever silly thing you said. You really showed me unconditional love and care, and you proved to me that not every guy out there is the same. You helped me step by step and stride by stride towards my love for God, despite all the troubles I gave you. And that is such a tremendous amount of love you’ve shown to me. I admire you so much for being so strong and wise. You really saved me from myself drowning in my darkness. Thank you for breaking down my wall of insecurity and ignorance. You honestly showed me genuine love a guy can offer when I’m feeling down, and you made me feel like a princess when I looked like a hurricane swept across my face. I don’t know how else to explain all the other things I’m thankful for, but thank you. Thank you so much. God has really blessed me with a person to love me, and most importantly, save me in my faith. I only pray that we can cross paths again one day. I’ll be praying for you. God bless always
(Source: captivatingexquisitehearts)
What did I ever do wrong to the point where you don’t even want to be near me or with me anymore?
“I thank my God everytime I remember you.” - Philippians 1:3
Happy 8 months, Sean Philip Santos <3
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Anonymous asked: that means alot coming from someone in a relationship Being in a relationship is very hard. People think of it as doing all this cute stuff together and cuddling and just doing all the lovey dovey stuff together. But in reality, it isn’t. There’s so much more to that. Especially from coming from a Catholic family, it’s different. Courting is different from dating. And with that in mind, being in a relationship for me isn’t to be 100% consumed in the other person where I forget everything else, and I forget my faith and who God really is. Being in this relationship for so long, I’ve grown stronger in my faith. And I’m blessed with a boyfriend to help keep my mind in check. No matter what the circumstance is, I never rely on my boyfriend to make me genuinely happy again. Because the source of true happiness is God. My boyfriend is just a blessing from Him. He’s not a guy that was sent to me to fix me of all my sorrows and mistakes. And this is something most people don’t understand nowadays. They are so consumed in the relationship they forget who is ALWAYS there for them; God. And being consumed in a relationship always goes downhill at one point in some shape or form, I guarantee that. You are always supposed to put God first. I put God first, then my family, then my friends, then my boyfriend. If you don’t know what your priorities are, then you won’t be intact to function when everything goes wrong, especially if you’re going to put your significant other ahead of everything else. This is why it’s so important that people in relationships realize this. But society and our culture manipulates us into thinking that the guy or the girl is supposed to make you amazingly happy and feel loved. But what happens when it doesn’t work out? But the great thing about God is, even when people come and go, He never does. |
You shouldn’t ever feel worthless. You shouldn’t ever feel like you’re not good enough. You shouldn’t ever feel like everything is your fault. You shouldn’t ever feel like you have no meaning to anyone. Because all of that is untrue. You may be going through a lot; with all your sorrow, grieving, and pain. But know that you don’t need a significant other to make you happy. Don’t make another person the source of your happiness. Don’t make another person the source for your strength. Don’t make another person your lifeline. All of that is not necessary. That’s not how it’s supposed to be. God is supposed to be your source of happiness. God is the source of your strength. God is your Saviour. Don’t ever rely on another person to hold you upright. You can do all that on your own. You were made to be strong, and you were made to be beautiful. Don’t ever put yourself down for not having a partner. Don’t ever make yourself think you’re ugly and worthless, because you’re not. Don’t ever develop a hatred towards your own self and others because you don’t have what they have. Do you want to know what being genuinely happy and feeling loved is? That is God’s love. Through your suffering, He is working through you. Through your suffering, you are glorifying Him just by being patient and enduring everything that you are going through. So don’t ever feel worthless, you were made to be so much more than that.
I’m always going to constantly be trying. I’m always going to be constantly fighting. I’m always going to constantly keep up my strength. I’m always going to constantly keep that fire in my faith. I’m not going to give up, even if I fall on my knees ten times out of pain and tears trying to repair the wounds. I’m not weak. I’m not going to show signs of weakness and defeat in this trial, no. I’m not accepting failure and temptation into my heart. I’m much better and stronger than that. I know I’m fighting for something that I know is good for me. I’m not ever going to give up, even if it means I’m going to have to endure a long period of time of this aching pain. I know where my faith, love, and trust is.
“Love is patient.”
